This shit hurts so much. I can’t even sleep. It sucks so much. Why? I’m the one who ended it. Why do I feel this way? What do I do to make this feeling go away? I can’t even get myself to cry.

I NEED reminders. I need to be reminded that this is what’s best for me. That I don’t deserve to be treated the way he treated me anyways. That there are A LOT of cute guys out there who WILL treat me right. That being single isn’t bad at all. I can’t come up with anything else. I NEED REMINDERS. I NEED SOMEONE TO BE THERE FOR ME. Doing this alone sucks. My friends should wake the fuck up! -____-

My heart aches, but I just can’t find myself to cry. I don’t know if crying actually helps, but that’s what people do after break ups right? Especially when they’re in love with that person? Because I am in love with you. The fact that I left hurts me a lot. So how come i haven’t cried yet? Maybe it hasn’t hit me yet. I’m sure when it does, it’ll hit me hard and I’ll be a complete mess. I hope I’m wrong…

I’m so thankful for you. You taught me a lot of things like how to be strong and how to be able to put up with shit no matter how much it bothered me. You exposed me to a whole different world and I am thankful for every minute of it.

High school relationships usually never last. I can’t do anything but just move on. Being with you was amazing. It was honestly the best relationship I’ve ever had, but I ended all of it so I can’t look back now.

I wish perfect relationships exist. I wish there was a guy out there who cares for a girl as much as she does. One that would do anything and everything for her. One who would never give her a reason for her not to trust him. One that will hug his girl when she’s crying no matter what the reason is. One who would be proud to show his girl off. So proud that he’ll spam his social networks with things about her. One who will occasionally get into fights and arguments with her. One who thinks she’s worth all the arguments. One who doesn’t include a third person in the relationship. One who means what he says.
Who knows. Maybe I’m asking for too much…

THANK GOD! I honestly don’t think I’m going to miss that place at all. I’m so glad it’s all over. I was so tired of all that drama and those people. Everyone just annoyed the shit out of me. So many people are two faced. I feel as if the only two people that I’m still going to stay in touch with is probably just Cristian and Catherine. I feel as if those two are going to be my life long friends. I’m so thankful for both of them and I refuse to let my relationship get in between my friendship.

Anonymous asked: Are you going to prom?

No I am not.):